Seen on Tumblralong with associated discussion: Nobody is the villain of their own life story.
I beganwriting this at 8: But I know in my heart I am a boy. I dislike math a lot, I love to read and draw and sing. My favorite anime is Katekyo Hitman Reborn! I live in the state of Georgia, in a metro-Atlanta city called Austell. Right next to a hospital.
The phone reception is terrible here. Xanax tastes so disgusting, honestly. Man it is going to suck ass if I end up surviving.
I would have had to taste all that nasty ass medicine for nothing. Either way I guess I should write why I wanted to be dead in the first place. I just wanted to escape. An okay amount of my friends know I have issues with my mother, at least heard me complain about her a good bit of times.
A few know what really is going on. My mother is physically disabled. She has seizures and strokes and a hurt ankle and a bad knee and she is morbidly obese, the list goes on.
In fact she takes xanax for the anxiety. But even with her disabilities…. But emotionally and mentally. I try, I try so hard sometimes. A lot of mistakes. And I get yelled at.
I get yelled at and it hurts so bad. It hurts so much for her to accuse you of doing sexual things to people for money. It hurts so much for her to mention the man that raped you, even though she knows it makes you angry and sad.
It hurts so much for her to yell at you till you cry, for you to be sobbing, tears pouring down your face, and then ask you why are you crying. It hurts so much to hate your mother. It hurts so much for your mother to act so two faced. It hurts for you to actually have a nice time, to talk and smile and laugh together, and then it all does back to hell, and the illusion shatters, and you remember about all the horrible things she still does.
To my mother, one of us was gonna die and I guess it is gonna be me. I want you dead.
You may be my mother but you are not my mom.National rates of gun homicide and other violent gun crimes are strikingly lower now than during their peak in the mids, paralleling a general decline in violent crime, according to a Pew Research Center analysis of government data.
Beneath the long-term trend, though, are big differences by decade: Violence plunged through the s, but has declined less dramatically since Carrie and Celinde’s Day Of Fun! I made a video about the day which you can watch here but I wanted to write a blog to talk a little more in depth about what made the whole day so brilliant..
I’ve been quite down recently. I think the routine of my life started getting a little repetitive so I . Just because you’re writing a suicide note doesn’t mean you can’t have a sense of humor about it. Incorporate a joke or witty remark into your note. Here is one I might go for: Guideline # 3: Be cool about it.
How awesome would it be to know that even though . Gaslighting is an extremely effective form of emotional abuse that causes a victim to question their own feelings, instincts, and sanity, which gives the abusive partner a lot of power.
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